Some Random Thoughts

I now have less than 600 days left until I graduate. I think about things more than I talk about things, Lauren knows this better than anyone. She can tell when I'm thinking about something. Lately I've been thinking about what I want my life to be like after school. I think I want some land, Lauren wants a horse and some other farm animals. I don't know when we will be able to afford a house, much less land. I also have some thoughts that I won't graduate on time and I'll have to spend an extra term or even year. I know God is in control and I trust Him, these are just some thoughts. I also have thoughts about kids. Sometimes I think I want one or two and other times, to be honest, it scares me. I also think about where Lauren and I are going to live, we've made our decision to stay here in Portland; but once in a while I doubt it and think maybe we should go somewhere else. I just finished remodeling our bathroom, well not actually done - I still need to redo the floor (but that will be next year). I often think about our economy and the presidential race. I wonder who will win the race. Are there people higher in power that determine who "wins", or does our process really work? How much choice do we really have? Why is the media pushing the left wing so hard? Like I said, I think about this stuff more than I talk about it. I'm not too worries about it all - I know God is in control of it, even if it appears that He is not. That was pretty random, hu?